STEP 2, panic
Man just every possible far left wing scenario on anything happenin my world lately has occured. Not good. Anything not on the menu, or not on the suspected track or planned outcome is a big negative in my book. I have to print a new list of rules for my office, huge text.. plan, plan, backup plan, just plan.. and test, test, and more so test. Just thinkin about it makes me ill, it actually gives me a headache just worrying about all the random factors of badness that always occur. I mean always occur. You plan for it, sometimes you make it, you dont plan for it, and it bites you big time. I got bit twice this weekend. Not good.
We definately assume waaaay too much. I wish i could go back to my typical nay saying self. Its a comfortable peaceful place, may not be too risky but it always gets to the finish line.
For awhile I thought maybe its a perception thing, like i more obsessed with eventual outcomes while others are not. I dont know. I just know i hate getting bit. I'm juggling 3 projects, 5 outstanding leads and biz dev deals, 2 techncial nightmares one of which is really big and bad and i have no solution for currently. So stress at work this week? 2 weeks before xmas? Ya I'd say a little sure.
Also any place that is not yer backyard you dont have a fuckin clue about so dont assume anything. I dunno we see the global world and usa arrogance and we assume we got it covered, they'll be a 7-11 there im sure of it... i mean its just like my backyard.. but its not people!! HELLO! Ahhh well. But that just leads to more fustration, and of course i'm speaking in code here really i dont want to offend certain peoples at work etc. But we need to factor in the unknown in advance more often cause while it may be a the occasional rare spawn, when it spawns - IT REALLY HURTS!