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May 27, 2004

3 times...

In past 24hrs ive been hit dead center with syncronicity. First last night when i looked at my tax return opening the envelope and at the same time reading the pc monitor in game where a friend wrote me in tells "i hope i get my tax return soon"...... several hours later something else.. i forget that one.. and now just reccently, i updated floozy with "captains log" and when i go to the page to see my post for the first time, the flickr image represented totally at random just happens to be Spock doing his live long gesture. Conincidence perhaps? I say not. This happens to me often.

captains log...

supplemental... it has been days since my last recording. ok hours, minutes even.

Still today
what can i say?
To be of day to be of time
who will come and wheres the wine
when asked why why
where is the sky?
i said no cat
i said no spine
it has been to long since ive wined and dined

the ramble.. i miss the ramblin ways, the ways of old the ways of new, who does thou shine for, who is your shine? Who makes you wonder? Who makes you dance? Is a tad lame that I risk romance? Is it for me? Is it mine? When is anything ever.. really.. mine. Sara would argue that I cant say mine and then mine again but to hell with grammar and proper something yadda whatever!

GATORVISION

Last year GatorDave and I joined forces to produce by far the greatest gator video ever.. thats right. GATORVISION, but what theres more. In fact you can now watch these wonderful videos, get all gator like and stuff, check it out: GATORVISION, GD - Behind the Scenes!... Thats right behind the scenes. We had to make a bloopers reel, just had to ya know. So check it out! Call Gatordave today, better yet, visit him at: www.gatordave.net

Oh man watchin these videos brings back some hilarious memories. Dave and I share a history of goofin around on camera, here though I thought we pulled it off pretty well. Look for more videos this summer!

May 26, 2004

keepin up with the americans

I've been watchin that reality tv show called the American's lately. Hilarious stuff, war, ecconmey, political antics, livin large and more.. its pretty good. Ignorance is bliss and man do I miss it. We got it all over here, and the summers not even here yet! I loved this latest news burst on Al Quesida being in our own backyards.

"Federal officials have been discussing raising the national threat level between now and Jan. 21, the day after the presidential inauguration, although Homeland Security Department officials said yesterday that no such announcement is scheduled."

Lets reword that to say what is really sayin

"In the effeorts to keep the nation in fear federal officials have been discussing raising the national threat level between now and Jan. 21, the day after the presidential inauguration, although Homeland Security Department officials said yesterday that no such announcement is scheduled."

or maybe

"Due to current election issues, we feel its important to keep the nation aware of the presence of Al Quesdia and thus federal officials have been discussing raising the national threat level between now and Jan. 21, the day after the presidential inauguration, although Homeland Security Department officials said yesterday that no such announcement is scheduled."

maybe that gives them too much credit... how bout

"We honestly haven't got a clue, Al Quesida could be anywhere and damn our nation for being so free, so as a result federal officials have been discussing raising the national threat level between now and Jan. 21, the day after the presidential inauguration, although Homeland Security Department officials said yesterday that no such announcement is scheduled. Eat More Beef!"

lets face it war is good business

"With the booming ecnonmy in progress callin it quits on the war or dissing the notion that were really not afraid is really bad for us economicly, so there for federal officials have been discussing raising the national threat level between now and Jan. 21, the day after the presidential inauguration, although Homeland Security Department officials said yesterday that no such announcement is scheduled."

Anyways it looks like the season finalle for This Nation ole Americans is gonna be delayed till winter. So watch the re-runs until then, some hilarious stuff.

May 24, 2004

desperately seeking something

Ok i admit it, work has been stressfull lately. I'm in the ending days of a project that shouldnt have come together in the way it did but regardless we have to make it thru. Making it thru takes work. Its not easy to focus when you feel the endless rain ahead in yer mind. But Tuggernut doesnt let me wallow. She refuses my wallowness and urges me to press on so.. like always I do.

In pressing on I reflect on the weekend, what occured, what did I do? Saturday was massage day. HellzBellz hooked me up with a new massage contact so I gave it a whril. The result? I got foot massage, a unique pressure point massage, I got walked on.. haha yep and a pretty stress test on my arms, fingers etc. It was a mix thai massage with other various techniques. I was sore when i left which is odd really for a massage. But the following day, i felt soooo much better.. i still have a tint of it now, a feeling of ease, hard to explain, I want more. Saturday also brought a visit to Touch of Glass, gotta clean the mini ya know... then it was off to make tea. I keep mixing up strong tea combos at home.. this time though i ran outa mix, so i had to improvise.. i added some tazo chai.. ooo that hit the spot! Excellent idea.. need to experiment often. I had dinner with the folks and all seems to be goin well there. Father and I brainstormed together on a new project I hope to land next fall. I think it'll be really sweet. Talk to father on research ideas is great. Hes so wise and so alive when it comes to the aspects of research and how it should be done, why, and who can benefit from it.

Now this makes me wanna take a few steps back into friday where we had a friday forum session on early adopters. Who are early adpoters? Where do they come from? Demographicly where are they located? What do they do that makes them early adopters? Are they fixed by age, sex or income? It was a cool talk, lottta ideas thrown down in that session. It got me thinkin about all the odds and ends projects I need to do.. both work related and some clearly disconnecting and more personal.

I like that, ideas that spawn ideas than generate more ideas.

Sunday I drove around doing whatever, I just really wanted to drive. The mini was pristine and i wanted to drive drive drive.. no place in particular. Later in the afternoon I met up with my older brother Paul and did some boating. First boat curise of the year. It was a windy day, the water rough in some places and really high up over the their docks there at alum creek. Still a good run, got some sun but water was still a bit chilly.

I'm listening to a mix of Kill Bill soundtrack and various assorted acid jazz classics. Need to get that spirit up. This song in particular as i write this i cant help but smile to. Charlie Feathers - That Certain Female, what a classic song. Its perfect for film. Maybe Quenitn Terratio and I share that same gift of just knowing what song works with video. I've been creating ads on the fly in my head lately for MidWesternAuto group in my head for mini's. I just hear a song an know how the edit should work, on the fly in an instant its edited.. i see the whole ad in my head unfold as the song plays. I can see it, its that vivid. Maybe thats where i really need to be. Course at the end i need a logo or something i mean its not a music video, its an ad or promo piece so it needs mini or mag etc. Sometimes i think ya know i could storyboard this, shoot this, edit this, slap the logo on it and just give it to them.. maybe they'd use it as an in store promo. I miss that. I miss creating like that.

I seem to miss alot of things lately. As the work grind continues I yern more for what really delivers. Creation delivers. Passion on the doorstep that delivers. Cash? Yes i have to admit security does deliver... in most ways though it just further incases u in the box of debt, deliver, work it seems.

On the net life side of things lets see... I've been reading vc buzz lately... strangely curious i guess. The other day I was thinkin "i miss pea pod" someone deliver my groceries to me. Sadly Giant Eagle doesnt do that. Small biz who they are what they do.. always of interest to me.

This is a big week for me, if all goes the way it needs to go i'll have some real news next monday. Until then tune in for random dan awareness, keep those spirits high.

May 21, 2004

friday bliss

Ahh the weekend.. its nearly here. Its been a good week. I'm ready for a break.

Say anyone mess with audioscrobbler yet? Cleanin up old links today... I always wanted to get the SDK of this and pass to Bob to see if we could code up some magic for brand analysis, research etc, finding better ways of visualizing alot of great stuff we do here at work. I love the visual thesuars. The idea of data visualization to me is very appealing. Lately I've beem brewing with ideas on how to appraoch my latest efforts more compelling more visual yet still insightful and dynamic. Virtools seems like a new thing to check out.. much to play with out there lately.

I like gregmans blog, its a really good read. Man i really I need a camera phone.. where the heck is my camera phone!!

May 19, 2004

hmmmm

Lately ive run into the knack of quite possibly offending people. I dunno did I mean to offend them maybe not.. nah not really I mean thats not what I strive to do. Its like seeing that opening and goin for it, drop it in third and punch it thru! BLog popular is hurting me as well. I used to think I could say anything on here and typically I do, scew its my blog its the whole point. Then of course you find out who really reads yer blog and you cant help but to consider throttling back a bit.

For instance reading normal today is like watching an old re-run of Welcome Back Kotter, that one episode that seems to get replayed over and over and over just when ya think something new is afoot.. noo back to that damn re-run. Maybe i'm an intolerant bastard. Maybe I just need to tune it out and move along. Move along people.

How much wood can a wood chuck wood chuck wood... 17 - That's what Awesomo would say. Maybe I just need to remember that... 17.

Personally I don't understand why they do it. Well let's consider that. A is a unique soul tappin springboarded sponge, its dangerous, yet enabling, its power yet subtle, its awe yet lacks the shock, its always interested and constantly questioning yet can be very null and void at times. B is possible, its debatable, its purpose, it needs form, factor, freedom, focus, but ok maybe not so much focus, its reason, its the understanding, its the why, yet if yer pourin hot sake, just keep pourin will ya. B sets the scene and A challenges, B defends A questions, B retaliates to hold position A sends in the second wave, C & D make casual comments and then B defends again stating simply this causes A to question slightly more colorfully to induce a reactionary state, help shake B from being so B, B stands it ground and refocuses, hes ready to plunge. A sends in the third wave.

Seeing this once is ok, twice ok, three time.. ok.. four times.. gah.. five time.. geeze.. six times.. wtf.. seven time.. holy hell folks.. eight times.. ok ya know what i agree to everything can we talk about something else.. nine times ok.. ten times... what?

Did the process end with resolve? That is the big question. Fear man!

1,2,3,4,5......11 12!

Yesterday I learned from the "cards" that the moon lodge is the place of women. It's where women go to recoup from men. Niffty...

www.gordyboy.net/pinballsongv3.wmv << I love this song, it reminds me of the old show growin up.. haha.. good stuff. That and its sooo freakin simple.. i love it. And the beat is good.. it has that groove deep bass on it.. very nice. Need more tunes. Maybe this weekend i'll seek out those mixman turntables or something.

Enjoy yer day.

May 17, 2004

cult of dan

i am the cult of personality. come join me, i am the cult of dan, i am the essence from which you know is correct, i am the right, i was wrong ok sure maybe a few time but right now, right now, right right now i am right.

I really diggin the hyper.. its really really nice.

My flickr photostream continues to impress me.. did I really include that image? And that image? Dang and even that image? Hahaha too funny.

If you see something, say something.

lookin' so prim

Hmmmm remember that whole 75% theory of mine. More and more its feeling like 20%... hell maybe 2% is better. I think people fear the word marketing. They'll mention ever word but marketing to convey marketing. Its like marketing is a no no. We don't do marketing we do x, y, z, you mean marketing right? nO we don't we mean x, y, z.... Funky, feelink funk today. Like the gloom kind not the beat kind. I feel like the explorer that discovered new lands only to have my discoveries ripped from my hands from the kings i serve. That probably more down than it needs to be but the feelings the same.

Lately a growing disconnect has been occuring. Like a wave of water dividing me more and more. The disconnect is bad really. Maybe its me, maybe its this project, maybe its the weather, maybe it my wardrobe, may be its my car, maybe its my time, maybe its me, maybe is my other me.. maybe its them, maybe its how they treat me, maybe its how they dont treat me, maybe its focus, maybe its no focus, maybe its maybe just all skewed outa focus. Maybe I just need a little music.

- Insert Tunes.

- Insert Lunch.

drock309: so i said to her baby its all me girl ya know its all me..
Ka11ese: and she said baby that's what I'm afraid of
drock309: and then she leapt over the counter and hit me with a
Ka11ese: vintage bead-crochet purse that she flung over her wrist every day, lookin' so prim
Ka11ese: and as she walked out the front door, he thought 'damn she's beautiful'.

Indeed he did.. indeed he did.

The time was 2:58pm, lextant time of 10am, always more work to be done. I had lunch, little greek in me and it was good. I thought about music, no i thought about fiction, no i thought now, yesterday, today and tomorrow. What was I to do, where was I to go what was achieved today. I knew where I was but where to go that was the question. Was I wallowing in what had come before, what I still learning on what was to be, I stood up and took notice, hell i took a sign, a page of histroy, a doorstop stamp in reality, we had things to do people to see at least that's what I thought.

It was hot outside 80s, always 80... i had just finished my kona carmel and barleys bitter stout ice cream, it was good, tasty, beer like even, the north market was good to me again. I thought Troy what would Achillies do right now, would he take another bite from the gods or would be settle for the moment or was his doom about to be revealed. And what of Gabreille, the Right Hand of God, Van Helsing, did his memory come back what of the frayer can really do the nasty is that ok or is it just monks that cant and what of the thing that guy that man Frankensteeeen, where does he go on that little raft, that little raft to no-wheres-ville.

Kim is looking.

May 14, 2004

agreed


would make for a nice poster, originally uploaded by drock.
i like this one...

dude sweet ride man


nice rides2, originally uploaded by drock.

new tunes

With the gaming taste slippin from me old habits return with a vengeance. I've been shoppin vinyl lately. Records are you mad? Yes I am. Actually shoppin vinyl isn't as bad as buying vinyl. I'm just searchin for the new sound these days. I go to records stores and listen to one track at a time in search of the sound i wanna hear, the good grooves where are they. Someday I should learn how to spin, actually digital turntables are becoming more and more popular these days.

The search for new music is always a rush for me. Checkin out peoples top ten's, finding those killer crossover tracks, latest riffs, deep vibes you name it, and ya i'm talkin dance tunes basically. I got a serious weak spot for deep really deep house. Those low beats really suck me in. Then i like to top it off with bringin in the break-beats and workin yer way back up. This takes me back to all my old sites and of course amazon spending as well. But typically I don't find what I want starting at amazon. SomaFM, friskyradio, and then sites like planetxusa and satellite records push me off into the direction i wanna go.

Moody, oh the moods the moods. What mood are you in today? Can't say really. Lots to do, soon the evils will leave me and i'll be free only to remind myself and others NOT to do that again. Ahh well, no use whinin get back to crankin. Oh ya... there we go, go frisky go! ( good tune... !)

------ christopher lawrence in mix

oo amazon arrives!


and a little gary numan...

Lotta lounge is this dose. Yep, well good weather ahead and lots of mini driving to do. Hyper is for the breakbeat grooves.. we'll see how that works out. Gary Numan is the dark industrial punk that well lately i've been craving. I got a taste of the Angel's 12" remix that Junkie XL cranked out on his 3PM/3AM cd and gary's voice damn.. it just really works. Last time I was into any of his music was back when i was craftin Dark Kitty, I had his Darkness track as the title track to Dark Kitty, it just fit so well. So now i'm divin back into his sound to discover some goodness. Its good mood music when i mood goes south which lately it has so sa'll good. Now regarding the lounge, Den of Thieves is an auto accept, anything off Eighth Street Lounge Recordings is a given, i'll just buy it. In fact I've already struck gold on that cd with track #7, The Karminsky Experience - Exploration, that is an awesome track. Also on Den of Theives is URSULA 1000 and Thunderball which are huge favorites of mine. You just cant go wrong with ESL Records. Hotel Costes is another proven series and 6 appears to be the best from what i've read online about it. I heard a bit of Fredrico the other day and I loved the french lounge flavor of it, also found on ESL. I always dig an out-worldly sound to a track, lyrics in differnet languages etc. Manalili is the unknown pick, which is what i always do, pick the unknown cd that could be good. I need to find more lyrical goodness.

May 12, 2004

and now a gaming update...

They're leavin me. Most of my net friends went to Final Fantasy when that cracked open online. Haven't heard from them since, and that was months ago. Now Lineage 2 is suckin in peeps and most recently City of Heros made the scene and even more people I met in Ac2 are droppin off for new worlds. Can't blame them really. Ac2 is pretty dead yet its like anything where ya got a 60th-ish character, yer godly yet the game content is kinda ending. In my early days I was an elementalist in Ac2 hoping to attain some of goodness i had in EQ as a pet wielder.

Ac2 handled pets better thats for sure but right around 45th lvl or so I respect'd, renamed to Barry and embraced tactdom. Setting up turrets and eating xp was the way to go. I endured hard times as a tact when the class was essentailly broken and very few tacts were out there. I liked that, being something rare. Then tacts got fixed and it was good, we were powerful again and the power leveling consumed a many great people. I rode the levels up and at 57 or so I was gettin bored of standin around mowin crap down. I started to respec slowly, basically tweaking the class a bit, go missile, maybe melee, go magic. That was fun being this odd cross breed of a character. Finally at 59 I switched back to the elementalist, they got a big revamp a few months ago and I was curious what a highlevel elementalist would be like. Being a tact definately spoiled me, its too easy bein a tact, set up turrets lure mob, kill not but sheer power or strategy but because yer pets have 6k in health and will eventually eat a mob with 10k in health. Now bigger mobs 40k in health and upwards you still could die to fairly easily.

The real joys of the tact for me were mowing down multiple sub 5k hp mobs. I loved that. Most solo mobs are geared around typical hp that players have, so 1.5k max typically. Those are fun. Yer turrets got 6k, and you have 2 of them. It just works, but its boring as hell at times, and u'll never move, you cant yer not meant for mobile groups.

So enter the elementalist. Pets have 1-1.5k in health and are varied, some melee, some ranged, some weather related, thunderstorms, volcanic rifts, hurricanes and fiery clouds of doom, options galore and alot to manage. Its been down right a mess lately attempting to adapt. Mess with the class some more has caused me to totally rethink how i should play vs solo and groups and power leveling bridge action.

Oh ya the bridge. In my guild we have the bridge like 3 or more times a week we share a bridge with other guilds on the server. Located in the Chaos Plane, the bridge is an area where non-summonable turrets can be summoned and it rests just on the outskirts of 70th lvl mob groupings. The bridge is about one thing, power leveling. All the tacts go there to set up guns and sleep heh. Its mind numbing xp. I can only take it in short sessions really, its one of the things take killed me as a tact. That plus levels 60+ and higher in game really have no place to go no need to go higher other than u can. Sure higher lvl u can hit mobs a little better but still, theres no 60+ bad ass skill to get. Its just going and going and going, actually there is the lore issue, more xp more lore, so ya ok theres that. Still overall tacts rule the wastelands.

Anyways the elementalist is much harder, is it more fun? After I broke away from how I thought gameplay was supposed to work ya. Great in groups, really do some nice damage in groups. Solo just isnt fun regardless of what class ya are 58+, mobs even if they are soloable per say still can kick the utter crap outa ya.. i mean they're 58th lvl and all. Its doable but its like the game sits there and reminds you 'oh ya u can solo but we'll make sure you hate it..',

Lastly theres the bridge. On the bridge I do fine but lately i dunno its like "yer not a tact any more get out" again its the power levelers creedo, do whatever you can to level, whatever you can. People in yer group are just suckin yer xp, even if they contribute, they're not essential, not like tacts are or sorcs to debuff or rangers to pull. Waste is bad, cant express lvl like mad, get rid of it. Luckily its ok cause i cant stand the bridge other than to burn an hour or so for some xp and then i wanna get back to messin around, questin, and doin groups.

beware!


Rumsfeld Lightning, originally uploaded by shroud.

beware!


Rumsfeld Lightning, originally uploaded by shroud.

beware!


Rumsfeld Lightning, originally uploaded by shroud.

May 10, 2004

Flickr

This is a test post from flickr, a fancy photo sharing thing.

new word!

trospectiv

LIVE FROM TROSPECTIV!

could be russian...

sounds like an good band name... "dude that latest track from trospectiv rocks!"

zombie kitten

today i feel like a zombie... saturday was nice, really nice, so nice that for most of it, i did nada, nothing, zero etc.. expect stay up late and test my tolerences which really suck, sunday morning i woke early am to the sound of the phone ringing.. its brother chris, its holy cow.. i'm an uncle again! Woooo! I leap outa bed and zooom over to St. Anns to meet my new nephew...dang he's cute! Kids do that ya know. The cycle of life continues, what a busy Mothers Day!

In other news...hmmm not much else to report. Work is good, mini is good - quaker steak and lube rally today 7pm, i dunno if ill make it really. I'm dead tired today, all the hospital runs, shoppin, haircut, runnin around just kicked my ass yesterday. That plus i was a little hungover didnt help. I need to sleep for six more hours. If I miss this rally sok, another one comin up in July. And I think theres a covered-bridge rally mid june. That is the one i really want to do.

Today, no today i am asleep, which sucks cause i need to fine tune more reports and get ready for the whirl wind of work coming into the lab this week.

May 07, 2004

trend-rrroooid


people love to be paranoid, fear is tasty, it has merit, its not sidewalk carton of beefy kid like gestures, it has real substance. People live to be feared, freaked out, fondled even.

I recently took the vacuum hose of doom to one of my oldest email accounts. In the root of it now I just sit back and watch the spam flow. Carefully i weed out the good ones and sending the bad ones to their dreaded SPAM folder so that they can be re-issued into the spam-assassin engine. Its funny though. Spam lately isn't really aimed at me any more, or any human for that matter. I mean you need to be an alien to understand I think "Hey Dudes - staid stalk feed abstracter wonderland traversal told wastrel asymmetry bank context!" Nice wtf is that? How does that make me wanna buy? Maybe Spam has evolved from selling something anything
to a new kind of communication: alien abucution.. or something. It just doesn't make any sense.

"Foreman, Govenment don't want me to sell
UndergroundCD !Check Your spouse and staff

Disappear in your city

fuji,i beg your."

How'd this copy get past any marketing department? I see meetings where someone, probably an alien, double checks the copy and reccomends the addition of "disappear in your city!" that'll get the sale for sure. By now i forsee generators of spam, apps run by other apps to to create apps to generate alien spam. Heck by now it could be controlled by some terroist network attempting to remind america, not the world, pay the price of the net, fear our alien spam! We all need punished for our acceptance of this piss poor communication device.

What if telemarketers called me at home and said:

"Govenment don't want me to sell, check spouse and staff!"

Maybe I'm supposed to reply with:

"fuji, disappear in your city"

And then I get something cool!

Seriously is SPAM really marketing at all any more? What marketing organization would align themselves with the horrible tag line SPAM has for it now? Who would actually get up on the podium and say "after our initial spam campaign we then hit the local media markets etc,.." Its like suicide. No. Marketers are'nt spammin. Least not the smart ones. If anything its assured brand destruction. Why haven't any of the spammers false positioned themsevles as notable or recognizable brands? Why aren't I getting fake Nike shoe emails that are in fact alien communication? Pissing off the end user is one thing, but dissin Nike? Oh thats a can o wooopass there. Apparently Spam does have something to fear, not consumers, we're fodder for the endless engines that spit out spam, but u drag a notable brand down in the dirt with ya, and they will find you.

Course I'm convinced that nearly 95% of all spam isnt from the states. Its sooo much of a plague here, I can't see it originating from here. It'd be interesting to set up walls that sealed off the states. Just to see what effect it would have. True the net is boundless, limitless why constrict it, for sake of study i say. Start messin with the lines where spam travels. Ideally I'd want a bounce back system. I want my emails to bounce back at them like reflecting nuff said notices. I want my account off the network, pooof.. or at least appear that way.

Still I think Spam has really evolved, it started in print, went to telemarketers, then with the net evolved into a beast. At first, it was annoying, then it made me angry, now it makes me laugh. I keep thinking, what could I do with the worlds spam. I thought about creating a line of pillow covers and bed sheets with nothing but subject headers of classic spam. Who'd buy that? Hell its spam man, someone would. Then I thought what about maybe wall paper, or maybe radio.. actually ive seen spam radio done before. Even spam radio talk shows where its nothing but spam fed into a pc language bot speaker and its like someone reading a story over the radio, course its an alien story.

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ya know another thing people i think fail to factor in sometimes is whether or not yer name is google friendly. Say ya got a new nightclub, ya yer all randy, hell yer kick ass, whats the name of it?! Penetrate! Thats awesome, yer the one, hell yer rockin! Except for a tight knit audiance of folks that know you, forget about web advertising. Is it a death wise to close yerself off from adquate net activity? I mean the world is wired. Why cut yourself off from the one the cheapest means of generating hype. I know the club has an online presence, they all have one.. sadly I'll never find it via word of mouth, someone tellin me the clubs name does me nada, i can find "shemale sex orgy!" but nuthin to suggest that Penetrate actually exists. Ok maybe i wasnt go anyways but I was still curious, and if you were sportin some branding image on the front door there, or had redbull sponsoring yer club with free juice, i never knew, never saw, never cared, never went "coool" all cause u had to name yer club Penetrate. I hope yer frickin happy man! Sure yer cool to me I see it as yer stupid. The name is one thing it just limits you, ok maybe u want that, but then you dont knuckle down and be assured that Penetrate columbus, rings a bell in ole google. Its not smart, its not savy, its a loss. Could of been done better. Yer so elite that you can only sell to your core audiance, god forbid if they ever leave, yer boned! I see that and i say to myself you deserve to fail, yet they may not.. its just one factor of many. But with so many factors these days, wouldnt you want them all on yer side?

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My brother Paul says theres isn't a problem that horsepower can't fix. I'd say the same thing about music. Regardless of what is happening the right tune and infuse the moment and get things goin again. Course I could use a redbull right about now.

Ya know I've always wanted to attend: http://www.wmcon.com/

I think that'd be a blast. I miss my shows. I need to do that, E3, NAB.. some cool design gigs.


May 06, 2004

i would of gotten away with it if it wasn't for sara and those meddlin flickrs

So i've been pondering the..."Part of me thinks given the right set of materials I can sell you anything, I can find the right niches to get you to pay attention to it and buy it." line. Its not so much that you can suck everywhere else, to me i guess i really get into the messaging medium transfer of the idea. Like at work, i want to do good work thats important but the message we send and radiate to others is just as important. Its that part of marketing few firms consider i think. You did good work yes, you got more work yes, you're continuing the cycle of good work yes but did you tell anyone about it? I want to tell people. Better yet I want them to see me out and ask about it. How do i get folks to come to me. I had the story, and i dragged them to my door step askin about it. I like that challenge. Why do what you do without infusing others to be vibrant about what you do. You want to sell right? Must the sell be so overly obvious? Can you craft the sale in such a way you lure them into the kill zone? Can you be so cool that they do the sellin for you? Thats where its at. Stragety of the sale, crafting the mission for the days ahead. Constructing hype. Thats what I want to do. Sent the materials in motion. Sadly alot of what I say is different than what I do. But it doesnt invalidate it, it just serves as a reminder of whats to be. Someone else will do it and remind me that i didnt do it. I hate that part. Tapping to the stream today. Wheres the stream takin me today.

Sara says my blog doesn't make sense. She says i ramble.. yet the 75% thing did make some sense. Not bad course if ya look at it, turns out i'm really 25% content and 75% ramble when it comes to blogs. Hmmmm.

dive deep

sleepy today, i finally did forge though! HA! so i've been wonderin with nice weather coming along i need to find more ways to do less pc crap and more design crap. must do more.

Where does imagination rest? Is it before the cognative process, does it spawn that process? Would consider imagination more important than reason or why? Marketers vs Researchers, i hear about this debate often. Markerts want x and researchers want xy. Maybe marketers are just like researchers other than the fact they just dont wanna wait. Where does the leap of ideas come into play. Sometimes finding the why is only so so to me. Creating the why via ossmossi is more interesting. I remember having this debate once at ADV, do you wanna see a movie cause yer attracted to the genre of the movie or are you simply told you want to see it. The art of propganada can be compelling at times, what are you really hopeful for, the movie or the fact you completed the circle of spin? My point at the time was a conumdrum. I do that alot, i see that yes and the no and sit on both sides locked in debate. Both sides have a point but which side has .1% more of a sway?

Part of me thinks given the right set of materials I can sell you anything, I can find the right niches to get you to pay attention to it and buy it. Maybe not everyone but I could get x% based off marketing alone. Ideally we'd want customers to come to us with little or no marketing effort. Like a bond flick, you yer assured x market will attend it, its a bond movie. But what about Fish Warrior 9, what does it take promo wise, marketing wise, spin wise to make Fish Warrior a household name and you demand the notion of seeing it where odds are yer really not that interested. I used to ponder this alot at ADV. Andy and I would get into debates on how people really knew what a good flick was, what kinda merits does a good flick have. Can a promo campaign be "honorable" to the point where it says "dont look at me" and in fact thats the plan all along to lure folks in. We always wanted to have the right approach. A good flick rests on the shoulders of its own success. Good characters never die, they live on and spawn sequals.

Or do they?

Can you construct hype? Can you construct, project, desire, interest? Can you make a need out of thin air? Don't we do it all the time? How do you research that? Part of it rests inside the gene of mystery. Not everyone will be pulled but if you can yank x into the party and y knows x but doesnt care for you, they may go just cause x went, z goes in cause they hate x but they know y so what the hell. I look at design products the same way, and often causes a conflict at work. Can a designer hit a home run without research? Without diving into the process of x,y,z understanding what are the odds of you hittin the mark, to what degree of focus or non-focus do ya need, is the product a niche or something so common its nuff said.

Maybe designers without research should focus on nuff said concepts so obvious the idea of enabling a product is the research itself. Part of me thinks what good is it to overthink creation. Its like fine tuning spontaous creation or art. How do you judge rain? How do you justify snow? How do debate a rainbow? Deep!

Can you do research for the reasons of just research? I say yes. Can't you explore without having the need to explain what you've explored? Cant you sing without an audience or just to sing? I think its poor measure to limit the desire to know without purposeful intent. Research is to understand the whys right? So to understand the whys shouldnt research be the first to let go? Should'nt research be the first one at the party willing to dive in and do it all? Can't fly, so what lets try.

Turn to page 142 in this months Metropolis and see the magical construction of a wonderful house, holy crap! (june 2004 issue). Alot of research is just like morpheous states it: "there is a difference between knowning the path and walking the path". So true. Maybe research is more about finding and containing it in such a way that it can be explored thru other mediums, analyzed and consumed. Yet the essence of what it is much more than that.

Alot of the ultra cool interiors i see in metropolis look awesome but i'd never use them. Its that oozing style meets utter grace from god and ends up as unsable print only material. Haha.. i hate seeing a space more daring than usable. More clean than possible. I understand research and its place but its when research gets a chip on its shoulder that it bothers me. Its when research tells me why im singing in the shower that makes me wonder. Or tells me I can't explore to just explore, or tells me i can't research without purpose. That breaks all the conventions that fosters good research, fun, flexible, honest, insightful, awe, understanding, open... allow yourself to be guided by what happens, dont wish for the end, you'll construct it and thus your research is invaild.

Losing color, that's what I fear.

Losing the balls of color. He who stands on the desk of reason and says "fuck yeee all, i am zebra!" that to me has much more power than any research. Part of what drives a user is that breakout message. Its fearless, its zebra baby. Maybe research shouldnt be about finding the x, y and z, it should be about finding the influencers of x y z, or better yet the notions of why there are influencers of x y z.

Harvesting cool, I want that gig.

Another thing that bothers me, out of all the things in this beautiful blue world. New York, why are all the design conferences in NY?? I hate that. So us beaver country folk can't do art, design, or concepts? Thats B'Frickin S!

Realize of course that i'm making sense 25% of the time with 75% of it being a ramble.

May 05, 2004

entry 37b

today i tried something new.. I opened up notepad and just captured thoughts as they occured. here is the result:

The other day i was thinkin, life is about 75%. Everything works 75% of the time, sometimes you wanna say something but its best to just say most of it, or 75% of it. Lately ive been running to goin full bore on something with 110% in only to realize that 75% was really welcome and the rest fodder for observation and self doubt. When I really want to tell someone something, I used to be fairly on the mark, here's the 100%, then over time of course i've realized that 75% of what I needed to say of the 100% was really usable. The extra 25% often rests with my own inflection of words, my rambling, my wishful intent and not core substance. Maybe substance is 75% and not really 100%. Lately I've had to display 75% of what I really want to display so I don't induce a riot like presence within myself and toward others. Its better to go with the flow then to be hard core yet theres power with the core. When it comes to my life I want a 120% really, I want the best, strive for the best, need the best but often settle for less just cause the need and wants of the 120% is awfully greedy of me, couldn't I do just fine with half of that or just 75% even? Yes. So again back to 75%.

Today I got back into the Avid after a long, very long, too long hiatus in non-avid production. It was good to get back in and edit. Using the avid is like a refreshing extention of my own creativity. Its like my a sense to me. I know how it works and I love splicing video, even if it is for the mundane work of research video. Its got to be done and I can do it in here. Perhaps its overkill, really for this kinda work, typically is actually but this is what I've used and will always use unless its special like some of the retail rig video had to be done in windows Movie Maker just because it understood full frame alien avi file formats easier than the avid and its windows media codec support is far superior to avid's output. Avid is really meant to go back to tape or dvd, but it can export as well just not as easy as Movie Maker. The big differences are in interfaces, avid rocks, plain and simple, movie maker while appearing simplistic isnt intutitive at all. Checkin out Avid's site I see that I missed NAB again this year. Being in this research rig lately I didnt see a big point to goin to NAB really. Its meant more for broadcasters and serious production gear heads. Still its like any show, some seriously cool stuff afoot as always.

The big trend lately is to build a tool set to handle HD production on all levels. Theres gonna be some serious hardware upgrading occuring in the video world to make HD take off like it needs to. That kinda kinda gear replacement is imense, a massive $$$$$ investment on the horizon again for studios. All in one suites along with dedicated HD decks and cameras will start it off, and soon everything else will fill in the cracks. Its still gonna be massive bucks on the table cause HD product is seriously more complicated engineering and production wise. Checkin out Avid's site I see one of the new product is Avid Express Studio is which is a continuation of the hodpodge suite of tools. I dunno not impressed.

Avid does one thing well, thats edit. Effect wise people will still flock to other packages that infuse creativity better like Combustion or After Effects. Dunno not impressed with the Avid Xpress Suite. I'd take mojo but not much else. Aside from the effects stage the broadcast tools excite me more really. Something about TV production and media management seems like something more cutting edge to me. Course back to the HD stage theres plenty of cool stuff happening there. I kinda want an adrenline system. Theres a chunk of change.

I'm always learnin stuff at Lextant. Least learnin what I like to do, want to do, or what to do best. The process of data capture is always a big thing for me. Working with Bob on danotes was a great project. danotes in general is pretty fine tuned to do what I want as far as capturing data from focus groups, usability tests and retail tracking, however I continually need to educate people on it so much that there are fustrating times where I see people searching for an app where we have it already. Folks cant seem to fathom that possibly their needs have already been concieved and met thru another person on staff. Sometimes its the people closest to me that need the most convincing. That i find fustrating really. Its like Clint or someone I know asking me if i like video editing. Ummm ya I do actually. Maybe its just cause the hard road seems painful.

People seek out pain I think. Currently Bob has met every challenge ive set foward dead on and completed it and I dont send him curve balls with undoable results. Anything I come up with I factor into whats already been done and or known. I know the next set of tools I want to make will not only make work soo much more efficient it will save people mentally despite their egarness to throw themselves to the wolves of despair. Some folks like that. Take the pain route! To me I see the bottom line, if the app can save off 12hrs of time, its worth it plain and simple. However we still need to convey that time usage to the end client so that we can continue app development. People are always suprised by my use of danotes. "wow these are awesome notes.. you were actually working.. " not shit man, actually danotes was working i was just paying attention. After last weeks study, someone asked "dang i wish we had good quotes.." and i sent them an excel file will all the good quotes, danotes had them, they were amazed.. wow.. what app did this?!? Hello folks, its the app we got made people ELLO!!! Its like i need to everyone to get the wake up call at times.

Then theres apps i have issues with, Visio. Visio for researchers is often looked at like a mixture of power point meets photoshop. I often see images made with Visio's crude toolset that could be flashdanced out of Fireworks in seconds. I always ponder that. Like someone editing video in Word. Interesting. Painful I'm sure.

Back to data capture, thats where I want to be, effcient use of time in the field. I want tools that make testing in the field and or where ever to be as seemless and smart as possible. So that when you return, yer work is done now focus on making sense of it. Alot of the problem with research though is that often while in the field you realize what you thought was zig was actually zag so tools change and directions change in the field on the fly. You have to be open to that in order to do good work. ITs kinda a double edged sword. You need to be commited to focusing on what the top line is all about yet be open to the aspect of random effects or hidden agendas. Capturing all of that can be difficult at times, but again in the end essential to the process to get to the why's. My boss always goes on and on about the why's, where are the why's what stories do they have to tell, and I agree the why's are important but often are not easily captured with a data capture tool really, other than audio. Why's are hard to write down, why's are closely guarded secrets to people usually, a rant may be on the surface but the why is often hidden.

So anyways back to editing. Did I mention I like editing? Part of the art of getting the right clip is editing to the point of the "matter afact'ness" of it. You don't want too much yadda dadda, you want just what you need to convey the point of problem or concern.

Lunch time. So i'm reading the drudgereport to get a quick look at the latest spin and scandal. Disney forbids Mirxmax's distrubition of Mike Moores latest product, Fahrenheit 911, which slams bush etc. Thats a tasty read. Part of me thinks its spin. Spin the sense that its like planned disney freakoutage. If they dont freakout its a story in itself, how disney just let this film get made etc.. but if they do freak out, they are outraged and justifed and create hype for the flick without really doing much. Let the press run with it. You'd think by now that the art of using the press would be mastered really. You could assume the angles taken, the questions brought to front, and the avenues they'd explore. Cover those bases and your ready for your spin of outrage + disgust = sale progression. Now say its not planned, then its another oversight into the obvious which i cant give them credit on really. Its like hiring a pedophile to babysit, you knew he was a pedophile and you let him watch yer kids, yer to blame. Attaching anything mike moore on the label of disney seems waaay outa place to me. Like Disney and NC-17 they just dont seem to go together, thus its planned. It goes together and works because they dont go togheter. Its another pitch, a spin. What better way to get a film hype rolling then yer own "forbidness!" haha.

-- meeting, wish me luck

Hey that mini meeting went well, i got inspired!

Back to editing.

Editing done, now render boy render!

During this past party saturday we had to create magnetic name tags that contained our "essence". One of the images that I picked was a still from an interior display. I dont think i've ever really conveyed my love for space, external or internal, actually internal more so than external. I love interiors. Designing interiors, finding the right zest to make a space glow. I really like that. The latest Metropolis arrived and im glued to each page discovering all the great things i could do.. if only I had the space, time, energy.. and CASH. Well really there's always time. So i need cash and a place heh. Go to skydesign.com, theres a cool site, not that i'd ever need to print on glass or have glass, but thinking of glass our office has alot of glass we could do redo our glass, i like glass. Speakin of interiors a smart sassy gal in a biz suit is highly attractive.. especially pin striped.

Remember dont over think it. IT can be simple if you let it. And you can do alot with existing materials.. least at Smith Bros you can.. at home I see a cookie cutter apartment. I'd love to create something out of it. For the most part I think Jon my room mate would be up for whatever changes i presented. Its not like we use the space much. Lately we've both been doin the eat sleep work / school, dance really. I'd like a space that invites me. A massage chair would invite me down there to read. Thats a semi-goal of the year for me heh.

Metropolis issue June 2004, has a great little read on Apple's store in SanFran and how the details of the space, the interior design, the retail design of the store reflect the design of Apple products themeselves in clever ways. Clearly an over the edge who would notice thing but when pointed out, VERY cool. A common vision. Unifed projection of style and essence thru multiple mediums. Thats tasty.

My bed is completly under utilized. Here on page.. no number. Damn the adverts give the user a page number people. Ahhh well. Anyways a Flou bed, thats nice. www.flou.it Course the site has almost no english but the idea is that the box contains the goodness of storageness. Ya know another thing that turns me on.. shelves.. really good looking shelves.

Ok thats all for today... this worked out well I think. Thats a good ramble!

and now the news...

Well its that time again where I post a seriously long post in the hopes of fixing the bad layout of the said blog and return it to the said shape of which it should be and not es bad like it is now.

First the news...

Work continues despite attempts to stall progress a new era of daness continues to thrust upon the ages of time itself in a war of minds vs the matters at hand. Summer slowdowns always occur but I feel newness is just around the corner, you'll see.. YOU'LL see!

AS the weather gets nicer the urge drive becomes more and more apparent. Maybe my destiny is not to be all that i can be maybe its just to drive the mini..... Ohhh the Dragon Run has just reccently occured. Next Year I say! Oh look at this beauty. Mmmm the taste of mini is sweet goodness! I plan to add rally lights and white stripes this summer, can't wait! Possibly if all goes well perhaps a new exhaust as well.. I want the rumble of the engine!

Well so much for this update, i got's to get get back to work! Later Love Bucket!

May 04, 2004

but ya better be sure...

2wicky

Prophet 60091
This is the flight number of our galactic sun
Prophet 60091
Before we start you should know that you're not the only one
Who can hurt me

SH 10151
This is the serial number of our orbital gun
SH 10151
You better be sure before you leave me for another one
You can hurt me
I can hurt you
You can hurt me...

You can hurt me
I can hurt you
But you better be sure before you leave me for another one

I can hurt you
You can hurt me
But you better be sure before you leave me for another one



I love that song by Hooverphonic. I can listen to it over and over and over again. Never ending it just has the right sound for the moment lately. Breathric and insightful, creative and seamless, beautiful yet lost... music is my precious. Almost has a Perfume Tree sound to it.


May 03, 2004

lextant + idsa

This past saturday Lextant (my work) and IDSA (the voice of the industrial design profession, advancing the quality and positive impact of design), teamed up localy here in Columbus Ohio for a little party and art gallery action at Lextant.

It was a big success! Much fun. There was art, music, conversation and good times everywhere. We had magnet name tags engaing people to create their "self image" via images and words. I saw Kendra from Nationwide, she's doin great, Bob & Lynn were there, Bob even got the soccer ball magnet, alright... Gator Dave and his beautiful catch Jen were there, the folks came, its always good to see Mama' n Papa... I know how mother loves art, and the place was filled with it that nite. Lotta clients came, artists, designers etc.. it was a good time.

Those of ya'll who caught it all on camera, I hope you enjoyed the show.