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June 30, 2003

off to exton

I've crushed the list of 50 plus things to do these past few days, you name it, i got it, backups, lead weights, 900 feet of power cable, customer camera mods, security cam software, nuts bolts wires, access points, cards, cables, .. I think i got everything but the A76 energizer battery. Never did find that. But everything else I got.

Off to Exton, PA to boldly do what no other.. well some.. other researchers have never done before! It should be a trip..litterly 7+ hrs... but I got the GOOTG navigator 6000 on me.. I should be fine.. even prepared for nuclear winter.

Have a good 4th of July all! See ya late this week.. if I see ya.. I rarely see ya but if I do see ya.. I'll see ya!

June 25, 2003

better execute sooner!

this one's fer jon!

PVS on and off

During the 'pleasure lab' years of 10 Speed Guiloteen, Jeff introduced me to the art, er the experience of PVS, the Peripheral Vision Stimulation. It started one day by me noticing an odd pair of glasses he had. They had red leds in them. Jeff told me to put them on and "try it" he said. I was initally intriqued by the concept for completly bogus bladerunner like looks. They looked cool. They looked scifi. I closed my eyes and turned the dial, the red leds pulsed and i could change their speed of flashing.

With my eyes closed I could almost feel the red pulse of the light. A trance maybe? Perhaps. I can still recall the images i saw in my mind that day when I wore those glasses. Why and what is it for?

"These glasses feature Peripheral Vision Stimulation and are great for writing, reading, computer tasks, studying, composing music or anytime you want improved focus or creavity while getting things done."

A bit of clarity? Maybe.. I dunno really. I couldnt shake the trance of the glasses with whatever the pleasure lab was producing at the time. It was a cool effect. An effect I'd later take to raves and promote with smart drinks, all back during the crazy toaster days. Jeff would compose music under the spell of the glasses.

While I was curious, Jeff on the other hand experiemented in just about everything and seriously. Sound was by far his greatest trip and he hated the notion of listening to anything worth listening to without headphones. Headphones were sacred, you listened, you respected an artist via headphones. The glasses were another way he'd let go to get to where he wanted to be I guess. Other forms applied as well, drugs, alchohol but he and I were both interested in these alternate routes.

I don't know why this has come out now. I've been digging thru the archives of 10 Speed looking for background tracks to some new animations ive been playing with. And ive been on a quest to find better ways to, or maybe just more ways to relax. I stumbled upon an image of a guy with these glasses on.. made me wonder about the whole gambit of tech in this area. Light and sound machines, mind machines, bio-whatever this and that, meditation, air cleaners.. i got one of those. Maybe I need a machine... Actually alot of brings me back to the days of the Whole Earth Catalog, something i discovered by mistake at a comic book store. The Whole Earth Catalog had everything, it was WIRED magazine before WIRED was ever around, it even pre-dated MONDO magazine.. least it did to me.

Another 'mind alteration' Jeff introduced me to was called the Dream Machine. He built one himself in his basement and it was just as sacred as his headphones. If I recall correctly it was essentially a cardboard cutout rotating on a turntable with a light in the center of it. It looked like a rotating column of light. The trick was to stare into it at a certain part of it based on the hole cut pattern in the cardboard. Actually this guy explains it better...

"The reason for its five discrete shapes lies in the mathematically calculated rate of flicker generated by precise placement of a lamp fixture within the rotating cylinder. The user sits or stands very close to the machine (nose approximately two inches from cylinder), eyes closed. The flickering light induces Alpha waves to defeat Beta waves normally active in the "awake" brain. By subtly shifting facial positioning and proximity to the machine, an Alpha range of light interruptions (8-13hz) opens to the user. Effects of such periodic waves on the human brain vary among users."

The dream machine is borderline concept art. More and more I see it online regarded as an art concept. Something the MIT kids would toy with.

Some of these concepts really make me wonder. Obviously someone made them, maybe even with radioshack parts but someone made them and someone sold them and whos buying them and why? Like the Neurophone DSP. What the heck is that?

"Using the Neurophone is simple … just put the transducers on your forehead using the headband, choose the built-in “pink sound” generator or your own music or learning CDs … and you’re on your way to re-sensitizing new neuro pathways to your brain. By bypassing the ears, the body “hears” the sound making reading, meditating, studying and learning much easier.

It stimulates areas of the brain that normal hearing pathways do not, resulting in expanded consciousness and integration awareness of all the senses. Some research suggests that the Neurophone activates new neurological pathways, which may increase intelligence, visual perception and may aid those with Alzheimer’s disease. In contrast, our ears are not selective to the content of hearing information. By using transducers, information is processed directly by the brain without distractive input."

Science lost in the realm of gadgetry? Again it brings out the bladerunner in me. That and I think I had so much fun with the glasses its like i'm looking for the next strange thing. Course the Neurophone is only $540 bucks or so and its documented to be used to develop Dolphin-Human holographic communication. I mean come on thats some serious shit.

Other things like the Trifield Meter are even more interesting. I've had this thought lately. If I could see wifi visually, what would it look like? What would cellular, wifi, etc.. what would it look like on camera? Could it be defined, does it take shape? Can you spot the wifi like waldo in an image? Why? I dunno why, I'd like to see how it oozes out from room to rome or does it just beam thru walls cutting thru skin and presence? The Trifield Meter independently measures electric field and magnetic field, and is properly scaled to indicate the full magnitude of currents produced by each type of field inside the human body. As a result, it "sees" much more than any other electromagnetic pollution meter.

Ya I think an inversion table would rock the heavens as well. That and the real massage chair. Course don't be suprised if ya see me next time with a pair of red led flashin glasses on.

June 23, 2003

wax on wax off

true inspiration comes in many forms.. whether its sitting by the pool burning in the sun without sunblock, or taking a swim in freezing ass cold holy frickin my god damn why did i get in the frickin pool its so !@#$ cold.. or at the end of jib, a pipe, the bong, the stick that burns the holy green... or in letter e, the drug of wonders, the happiness that brings all together.. or in lack of pain, no back pain, a spine pulled out, a free age of back pain that is no more.. these are many forms of inspiration... sadly i have none to share with you today other than....

this... and this... and maybe that...

June 21, 2003

the art of better streaming

know this my friends, the art of better streaming lies in the codec of faith, the old ones had it right one standard one cause one great bandwidth..... sigh

so is it quicktime, real video, windows media 9.. who holds the crown? i'm kind of disappointed in Discreet Logic's Cleaner XL, they went from a usable interface, an inviting interface to a old amiga style late 80's look. It was cool back then but now i wanna see whats happening, i want feedback after 2mins not four hours. Granted it gives you every single possible conversion possible... i mean you want 16x9, 4x3, mpeg4, yadda dadda.. its there but the interface is crap. Blah. Its supposed to run silently in the background while you carry on in after effects or xpress dv.. but i dunno i cant get it out of my head that its back there churning on memory.. maybe it needs more.. maybe what im doing is slowing it down.. so i dont put it in the background to do its thing. i want it up close, front and center.

its gonna be a warm day.. good boating day.. good pool day... hey i gotta pool...

change it up

Hmmmmm not much happening on the gaming front lately. I played AC2 last night and did a skills reset on Alt. Ive grown tired of the elementalist thing. Looking for something new I went mage/tactician. Tacts are much harder so thats good. Basically i plant a turret, erect an icewall and pull a mob. Turrets are pretty cool, they can chew thru a mob fairly fast but not as fast as the sand golems. Still I like throwin down a double barrel turret in the middle of a camp and let it go to town on mobs. Ac2 has pretty much run its course I think. Looking on to warcraft worlds next.. or something else that comes along.

planes, trains.. and hybrids

I don't really need a new car. The grandprix is fine really abused as it is. I'm hard on cars and its always the mindset that if i get something new i'll be sooo much better to it. Doubtful, still I look around. Currently in the running lately is the Mini, I like the lines, spunky, sexy little car I can fit in and its nicely priced. Next up is the Toyota Prius, the hybrid. I like the hybrid concept. I'm basically an a to b kinda guy anyways and its not like im looking for a vette or anything. I've been told by a friend that I'd fit nicely in the Prius, as everything size does matter. Its kinda amazing how many cars don't fit a 6'5 300pound guy nicely. Most SUV's are pretty uncomfortable but then again I dont want an SUV. The Prius looks like a fast forward adventure. The car in itself is the future. Plus the idea of getting more than 20mpg is pretty cool too. I wonder if I'd end up like Bob and attempt to find routes and driving schemes to get the most out of the mileage.

June 20, 2003

i am of list fear me

I've always been bound by the soul binding powers of the list. A to do list, a list of names, a list parts, list of words, a list of ideas, a list of numbers a list of phrases, a list of doors, a list of colors, a list of ip's, a list of urls, a list contacts. I am of list, let me speak my presence.

There's always an on going list, needs for the client, needs for me, needs for everyone else, needs of where needs could be, needs of how we should, needs of needs! Everyone has got needs? What's on yer list today? What's on my list...

Lists are good for me, the little reminders of what needs to go down. Theres always at least one item that goes from list to list, the pain in the ass thing i dont do that moves onward never in completion. Why? Mainly cause its a big deal item or something i need someone else to help me on... those items always suck. They feel great when they are over though. Like passing them is like a big hurdle you actually managed to jump over finally.

My hurdles come in three flavors, what i wanna do, what work wants me to do, and what everyone else expects me to do. Usually what work wants comes first, cause well I'm a workaholic. Then its what others typically expect, then I get my own needs down into play. Though lately I have say i've been reversing the mix and doing what I want first, then work, then others. So far I like that mix, least it helps on stressful days.

But where does the stress come from? Clients are not always stressful but they can be at times. Then theres the unknown expectation at the workplace that gets me. And then theres my own internal worrying that gets me down. I think of every ICBM that is about to hit and come up with ways to deal with the impact or stop them in mid air. I'll plan and plan and then plan again. I wish i could stop caring about that. Every frickin problem. I see them hidden in the lines of communication between people, i see them in clients before they arrive, i see them in research proposals when they get signed. Maybe Mike was right about fear in some respects. Fear gets me thinking I need to answer everything. But its not something I can just turn off. I have a responsibility to what I'm doing here.

Now me personally, well those goals and needs are changing as well. I've been taking some of the bigger issues head on lately. Makes me more snappy in some cases and completely distant in others cause im dealing with stuff thats important and needs to be addressed. One issue is health. I need to diet, work out, you name it, insert word here need to get. I go to the gym and see 70 yr old folks fighting for every aspect of their youth possible and im 33 and throwing it away. Well not away but im sure as hell not really concerned. So its time to get serious about that, or at least for me just get active would be nice.

So i think lists are ok. I like them. I make them all the time and thats not gonna stop anytime soon. Lately I've been busy with my share of list making and its a road to relaxation and worry. Gotta take the good with the bad these days.

So far i havent done much on my list today. The usual work grind, a few biggies remain and will be accomplish on what I hope will be a glourious weekend.

June 19, 2003

motion graphics

I don't think I've ever stressed it enough about how I love motion graphics.

This isn't just CG, its the motion graphics of displays and abstracts. Like in StarWars the digital display of the wireframe deathstar was great, I loved it. I loved the genesis effect in Star Trek II, but more so my love of motion graphics is really rooted in the meaningless displays featured in anime. Gunbuster by far had the coolest displays to try and convey a sense of warp speed, time travel, orbital launches, astroid impact, incoming missiles, badness in sector 5. I loved those graphs that artists spend oodles of time on to make the shot look better. Final Fantasy is good example of a film filled and I mean FILLED with tons of meaningless displays. Incredible detail 3d holographic displays. Great stuff.

So much of the motion graphics trends these days, that is if you hunt for them, tend to fall into a few different areas: commericals, short films, and motion graphics. I've seen people give me trailers and say they are motion graphics. Those area trailers not motion graphics. To me motion graphics are more like those meaningless displays. Gotta have them. They inspire me to create. I find them relaxing to watch no matter how abstract they seem to be, that all seems to work for me.

Pleix Films creates some of the most respected motion graphics material on the web. Pieces like Beauty Kit and Plaid are unforgettable in my opinion. Truly amazing work. PLAID has a great sound track and is such a compelling big biz bad type piece. Beauty Kit had offended nearly everyone I've ever shown it to yet I find it refreshingly honest. Their latest piece is Futureshock, about mass consumerism, least thats my take on it... buy be happy be well buy...

If Pleix is the master of displays and graphs, Sukkoch is the master of the look. SukKoch is another oustanding source for inspiring motion graphics. I often study their work to get an idea of how my work should look and feel. Sukkoch is the king of motion graphics, Pleix is nearly as good but I want more. With Sukkoch there is alot to choose from. You've seen their work on the Scifi, and theres more after that.
In Replica, Sukkoch explore their usual haunt in mixing 3d and 2d and more. Sukkoch is like touring your favorite store for me. I always like what I see here.

Renascent is the next great force on the web for motion graphics. The man named Joost creates many amazing picture. Started out doing abstracts in 3d Studio Max and Photoshop his stills were incredible pieces. Eventually, like all of them, they stumbled upon after effectsa and well that is that. His work is essentially pretty simplistc. Not nearly as complicated as Pleix or Sukkoch but just as provoking. The best way to describe his work would be clean, to the finest detail of the word. Lately he's been exploring what looks to me like "living data visualization", and thats pretty damn cool. I like living data and visualized living data is pretty cool, even better is visualization of living data without the use of after effects but thru its native application.

These are merely three outlets I call upon to "kick myself" into doing more. I come here, I get inspired and I wash a floor of creative energy thru the core and hope something comes out.

June 18, 2003

trans fatty

Not many of my friends will recognize the name 10 Speed Guiloteen or that I was ever in a make shift electro-industrial noise making band. I was the thrid guy basically. Fan turned musican. I bought a Roland S10 sampler, drum machine, mixer, and just started making sounds and songs. I had been doing that since highschool. I loved creating soundscapes and beat driven pieces even though I couldn't sequence worth a crap really. Just about all my good tunes happened by chance.

The first band I was in was durning highschool. I wrote songs in Principals of Democraticy, POD, with a friend now turned stand up comedian Steve Eblin. He and I were like silent comedic partners. I was the "hatchet" he was "horny". It was good trade off, he did the tolet humor and I added the chainsaw massacre. In the beginning we wrote, and wrote, and wrote what seems to me now like a billion cover songs. It was alot of fun really. Song lyrics come to me almost as naturally as me typing this now, they just flow. Everything was up for grabs, from the Muppet Show theme to classics from the years 84-88.

My first band with Steve, and it was really just a band to express our writings was called MEGASNOT. The letters fit perfectly on our fingers, that part, and probably that part alone is why we loved it. We never played together, we never practiced, we had one semi-sung outing at a party I remember where our group of friends got Steve and I to sing out some of work... classics.

During that time I also had semi-more serious ventures with Rat & Darryl in a bad we dubbed Applied Furniture. Together the three of us created some tunes I still feel strongly about today. Classics like Trees, Brocolli, and I'm Gonna.... heh. Rat played bass, Darryl on guitar, and I wrote stuff... and occasionally, ok most of the time sung. I ran into Darryl the other day, I haven't seen him in about 15 years. All the songs came back to me in a flash. We had a few drinks and walked down that memory lane.

Probably before Applied Furuniture ever took root I had been doing my own solo stuff for awhile then under the name Synthetic Handshake. When i was done with highschool I moved out of the house and roomed with Andy Izold, half of 10 Speed Guiloteen. Back then, 18, and lost basically, 10 Speed, the sound of Andy and Jeff Central (the other half of 10 Speed) really really worked for me. I loved their sound, I still do today. The should of been signed way back when. They were next Moby in my mind, actually they were if anything ahead of what was being produced. Todays triphop is what 10 Speed did 15 years ago.

Andy was creator of what some of you may hear me say the "pleasure lab". He was technology, machines, parts and pieces. Heck he built instruments and loop boxes, he loved vynil records and found strange ways of manipulating them. He was the beat track of a 10 Speed tune. He was the dance of a 10 Speed song. Jeff was anger, the stange sound you didnt expect to hear. If Andy was the Speed, Jeff was the Guiloteen.

I would go nearly ever 10 Speed show I can get into. Jeff is about 7 years older than me. Andy is about 5. 10 Speed cranked out a few records, most of which were highly popular on the local scene. That another thing I used to be really into. Who was doing what on the local scene in terms of experimental industrial dance music. I used to pride myself on knowing all of that. Some of the gang are still left standing today... Mark Gunderson is still kickin.. he's more of an Andy then a Jeff.

I was closer to Jeff than Andy even though I roomed with Andy for a time. Jeff had worked at a music store in the Bethel center when I was in highschool. He was like a mentor in sound for me. I came in one day looking for something new, fresh, i had no idea what I wanted... something local would of been interesting too. Jeff turned me on to Caborette Voltaire, Skinny Puppy, Ministry and it all started from there. His own first record is something I still listen to today. Thanks Jeff.

Sound is a great thing. As time went on and as 10 Speed played its part in the columbus music scene I was there as a roadie, then video and lights guy. I created many a bizzaro video for them. Then I'd bring the latest, at the time, in video game systems from CS to them. We'd pull out all the samples and sounds from the games and distort them and use them in music. A few times we had jam sessions in the pleasure lab, one of which i still have on cd today. Andy insists its one of our collective best works. It has old Amiga samples and anime sounds in it. I found those 2hr jam sessions utterly and completely relaxing. I miss them. I miss the experimental side of me.

June 17, 2003

on the other side

Discussions in normal lately have been arresting, captivating, consuming, engrossing, enthralling, exciting, fascinating, gripping, interesting, intriguing, monopolizing, preoccupying, riveting, spellbinding and so on.. so much that I didn't know what to say. Our topics as of late include management discussions, FEAR, motivation, wisdom, leaders.. the matrix ya know, good stuff. The shouting isnt as bad as I'd thought it would be. Learning to read better perhaps.

I'd like to break out a warm welcome for Dr. Nik, who has added so many kind words and corrections to floozy. He is correct I am MASOCHISTIC not sado.. i'm not evil people, i'm a freak sure, but not evil.

The other day someone asked me "what do you wanna do with your life.. in terms of a career" and for the first time I didnt hesitate I said simply, branding. What is it about brand that attracts me, an image. There are so many ways to think of a brand, its blackeye.. or a device.. or a mark.. or a character. I like that one.. character. I think I have character maybe thats why I like branding.

Speaking of branding, we can make the connection to marketing or advertising, and in my jaunt thru the pages of net traffic on the issue.. always looking for the new a few goodies appeared this week. First we have the The Lowest Moments in Advertising most of which i dont even recall. Next up is an article on the "no logo" concept. Its like stealth branding.. injecting the coolness of cool without telling you its cool, you'll discover its all so cool by chance but its really our plan the whole time. Maybe branding is more like VR, magical reality that we want you to embrace when in the end you just some shoes.. but they are OUR coool shoes.. no actually they are just shoes. Humanity really grapples on to substance, perhaps the wrong substance no doubt, but is it the mind or the man that is flawed. And does that really make any sense? Sounds cool but odds are I'm just rambling.

This is oddly relaxing. Ok more random links... I know plasma screens are all the rage these days, but i WANT one of these. And this my friends is the ultimate mix.

June 16, 2003

everything new

Well I just finished watching Secretary, just came in the door a few short hours ago from Mr. Netflix himself. Now I first heard this movie on my usual trip down trailer lane, ya know the stops, joblo etc... but a few months ago Mike mentioned it in normal, our group email arena. So I put it on the list to be watched.

What did Mike see in this tale of two... well hell heres what netflix says "Recently released from a mental hospital after treatment for self-mutilating tendencies, a young woman (Maggie Gyllenhaal) gets a job as a secretary for a successful attorney (James Spader) with a tendency toward angry disapproval. The mix of self-loathing (her) and egomania (him) leads them into a unique relationship charged with sadomasochism. Jeremy Davies plays Gyllenhaal's "normal" boyfriend, has issues of his own."

Neat huh? Well the movie is actually quite good. I enjoyed it. I've always like James Spader and this seems like the perfect part for him. Maggie Gyllenhaal is utter convincing course i dont know many sadomasacistic type folks.. aside from normal. Still a nice little love story with a twist. Trying to find words to explain it is difficult really I dont know what to say other than I liked it. I was curious and dug a bit deeper on what other people felt about it and to see what movies like this may be out there.

One netflix summed my feelings on it pretty good..:

"What an awesome movie! This is the kind of dark comedy where no one in the theater is sure whether they should be laughing or not, so there's a little nervous laughter here and there. Secretary shocks when it needs to shock, and gets a little too real in all the right places. It makes you uncomfortable and squirmy. You wonder whether you should be disgusted at the relationship between boss and secretary, or is it the healthiest thing for the both of them. After all, they appear to happy. However, through every uncomfortable scene where sanity and morals are questioned, you are glued. You don't want to blink for fear of missing something. Thanks."

And of course a counter point to that is:

"Ugh...If you're going to make a movie about a couple of freaks, at least make it interesting. If this movie was supposed to teach us something, I didn't get it. Maybe you'll like it better than I did, but I doubt it. "

Its interesting to note that Maggie's brother also plays around with the dark side of things as he did in Donnie Darko..."an edgy, psychological thriller about a suburban teen coming face-to-face with his dark destiny. Jake Gyllenhaal plays a delusional high-school student visited by a demonic rabbit with eerie visions of the past, and deadly predictions for the future. "

Another movie I liked. Hmmm what's it all mean? Everything new, everything new.

I wonder at times if I too have sado-masacistic desires. When i feel woozy, like i'm about to pass out mainly cause my stomach is upset or something, i used to, and still do, pinch my finger really really hard.. almost like diverting the nervous system to say, "hey theres pain up here,..." or something. Like a bad habbit growing up, i still do it occasionally. Course its not sado i dont think, but i do like the pain. Like today one of the gals at work gave me a really hard and mean quick neck massage , i said bring it on and she did for 5 mins. And she was mean. It hurt like hell but loved it. Is that sado? Dang! I still recall the massages i'd get where the massage center people would give me trigger point massages. They'd ask "that hurt" and i wouldnt say a thing cause I wanted more of it. Maybe that is sado. Course after those massages I always felt like a million bucks.

Speaking of massage I could see doing that really. I even picked up the trigger point map of the spine and back areas just to know how it all works. I even practice on folks at work and my father for his shoulder rotator cup problem.. he can always use a good massage. I'm pretty obessed with massages. I surf amazon and look at all the machines for back this, arm that.. and I have one of the neck/back massagers, its ok, its not the real thing. What I really want and someday i'll break down completely and buy it. You know... the chair. Not the cheeseball electro vibe chair, the real deal chair thats like 3k. That would awesome. I also think an inversion table would be cool too. I could see be strapped down and totally upside down as refreshing, being so tall it would be nice.

Soon I will break out the big stick and get a bond massage. Yep, the chick hanging from the ceiling massage where ya know they give ya the feet. That would be awesome.. gotta try that. Seeing Secretary makes me think, ok im not that sado but maybe i am just a little bit when it comes to massage.

June 12, 2003

DARK KITTY FRIDAY!

Well im back in the thick of After Effects. I just wish i could devote more time to the "can", i used to be pretty good at it. Takes a lot of time to get started up in it. But its like thearpy for me... a good dabble in a creative abstract collage sooothes the mind. Just need to create more.

Things like Dark Kitty, i miss that.. simple.. crude even.. just create. Don't think, just create. So thats what im doing. Course i tend to collect and pull from my arsenal of apps to do just that. Cleaner cleans my renders, Xfrog makes my abstracts, After Effects adds the touches, AlamDV... well that they got lots of plugins and I like that. As always i typically finish a piece in Avid Xpress DV, but not always. I'm probably going thru mass app exposure. Too many apps, not enough focus. But im always like that.

Kinda like my view on used PS2 games. Play or no play odds are if ive had a game for more than a few weeks.. that is down right amazing. I tried Devil May Cry 2, didnt do it for me, Devil May Cry 1 was better.. then I tried Twin Towers, room mate just about beat it.. I played it twice, never took enough time to play it. Then there was War of the Monsters, cool played it for about 3 days, room mate played it forever.. traded it. Then I had ICO, kinda cool.. traded it. Then there was Primal Fear, expensive... traded it. Then there was Getaway, didnt like it, took it back.. then Mark of Kri, cool, room mate played it, i could never get any time. So what stays? What doesn't get traded? Games that are soo cheap like $6 bucks, i'll keep that around.. like PapaRapper 2, ok I like the 2d silly animation and I really like hearing the guy say "pick up the fries..." in the fast food song. Devil May Cry 1 stays as well, its a classic. Of course my big thing is anything from Rock Star Games. Vice City, GTA3, State of Emergency, Midnight Club II, all have that element of "do whatever you want have fun... no pressure...." I love that in a game. Thats become my most sought out feature. Freedom. Currently Midnight Club 2 gets most of my attention, I like a good racing game. The newest kid on the block is Rachet and Clank, a very good, very fun platformer.

You could look at all that and go.. FREAK, blowin dough like that is insane.. but its not really. Sure if eveything was $55 ya.. but when everything is $25 max typically.. its not that bad. And the Burt works wonders for ya as well. Especially if you have a trade he wants bad.. you'll get prime $$ for it. Still it is like a bad rental agreement.. always losing. But I see it as always gaining.. new new new new new.. i like that. Maybe my new input sensors need work.

As for the PC? Well i started playing Uplink recently. Anyone wanna play Red Faction 2 or Bandits let me know... they are gathering dust over here. I just have limited time i guess. I always look at it as.. ok i get home from work, should i be rendering or playing a game... well RENDER you fool.. you need to learn learn learn.. not download into some virtual existance. Course learn learn learn... kills me as well. Thats why i need quick mindless wonders. Quake! Need my Quake.

So here I am patching Flaming Pear plugins in Fireworks (still avoiding photoshop), I'm ftp'd into floozy checking things, alamdv is next to me on another warm monitor (need lcd) rendering something i did in xfrog... i think alamDV would benefit from an exceedingly fast cpu maybe.. the interface seems kinda slow at times. Course i do have snapstream running in the background idle.. but still.. ok kazaa too. I hate it how kazaa will just forget about you afterawhile and people can rape and pillage yer files and what about yer list of goodies? Infinetly qued up but never connecting.. its like I need a kazaa whipping boy downloader app that just keep pushing kazaa to find and get not list and play dumb. Tunes blare thru winamp2, cause winamp3 and blogamp dont play nice.. and winamp2 is before the AOL time... i never knew nullsoft sold out to AOL.. thats horrible. heh... so i miss the crossfade feature in winamp3, need to get that for winamp2. Cleaner5 stands by ready to convert another non web friendly file into a willing streaming gtg existance... this is what i need to be doing... more of this.

ya baby!

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don't ask, just embrace it!

June 11, 2003

well isnt that special?

Xfrog oh Xfrog where art thou Xfrog? Are the in combustion? Or are thou be'th thy After Effects? Apps ahoy lately!

Lets see... ive been messin with apps to make thumbs el faster. I think both Clint and I are looking for dis ability. Mike needs it too but hes a glasgow pig #$!@!% now... Here's a test.

I was messin with a few apps tonight and gave mike a new face.. ya know mikeland... i love that place! I can't wait to go to mikeland this year and ride the ponys!

I'm diggin the snapstream experience, but already ive recorded a horde of crap, sure i guess i could watch it but i dont have time.. heh. Why did i get stream? Well it really does work, working apps are thrilling, they do what they say, i like that. Now if i could just get back to DVD Movie Factory 2 and AlamDV. Hmmmmm and i just bought a book on After Effects. Hopefully I'll read this one.. it had alot of picture tutorials, i need that.. plus good tutorials from folks like renascent, which creates just absolutely stunning motion graphic pieces. Anyway the book is called After Effects Most Wanted from the Friends of Ed publisher who I heard just went outa biz. Bummer. I kinda thought they cranked out too many books waaaay to fast. Good books, some of the best out there, but just lots and lots of them. So xfrog is back, actually its more like lightwave, xfrog, after effects, combustion, cleaner, alam, avid etc.. the madness. Oh ya and fireworks, i do luv fireworks but i really need to jump back into photoshop i think. Never really got into photoshop. Its like it was too popular and i always looked for the fringe of bitmap editors. Ya know stuff like painter etc.. but i gotta bit the bullet.

On the gaming front AC2 has come to a stand still, I just dont play it much these days. Last weekend I got on for some PVP action. Big guild war, or so they tell me, anyways that was pretty fun but i dunno, the guild got to big too fast.. least if they ask me thats what i say. But generally nothing has really grabbed me lately. The gang is playin Planetside and I suppose i could get into that but ive been avoiding it... dont want another $14 subscription thing. So ive been testin the waters on Red Faction 2, not as good as 1.... Bandits which is pretty cool.. but ya.. not suckin me in. I even picked up Uplink the would be l33t hacker game. I remember playing Hacker way back when.. thought i'd give this one a whirl. Heh, different for sure. But it takes me back to the days i had just war dialing folks... i really enjoyed that. I'd run war dialer day and night.. i should get into finding wifi networks.. do some war driving... heh.

Ok that wraps this update... be the flooz folks. Remember the broadcast is gone.. but something new is in the works.

June 07, 2003

eyes and ears

Go out and buy Animatrix now, dont think just buy it, watch it, go thru all the extras and be one with it. I have to say the Animatrix is probably the best DVD I've watched in a long while. Ok next to Dark Angel, I guess its been a good week of viewing for me.

Nine animated shorts from some the best names in anime fill the screen. You get a taste of beautiful 2D and slick 3D animation styles. The stories are just as good as the matrix concept itself. In particular I loved the animation style and speed that a Kid's Story by Shinichiro Watanabe, Mr. Cowboy Bebop himself. He has two shorts on Animatrix. A Kid's Story, I think, is the better of the two. I makes me wanna go skateboarding. It's one animated short that I think american kids are gonna go crazy over just to try and capture the sense of speed of it. The style of the work is also very sketchy.. heh I like it.

I also loved Beyond by Korji Morimoto. A tale of a haunted house, a bit of the Matrix gone wrong. You have to watch Beyond like three times to pick up all the little things hidden in the background. What I like about Morimoto is that his style of animation incorporates alot of 3D tricks mixed in with 2D in such a way, its just different. He has an odd style I really like.

The Second Renaissance Part 2 is grim, man defeated kinda thing but it comes together nicely on the screen. I love the music in this one. Theres a track in this piece i must find.

So don't consider the Animatrix, just get it

June 02, 2003

taking off...

The world of mblogging is taking off. Lots of new stuff in development out there in smart mob land. Wireless mobile blogging, even publishing, yes people publishing to like printed magazines all from wireless devices, the audience armed to publish. Kinda cool, now only if my hiptop would last longer on a charge. Course I keep thinking, go color.. need color. But wont that make my battery life even worse? Surely they will give me longer battery life too.

So why do I say mblogging is crankin? I dunno, just a vibe i get from the places i hit on the web. The first Mblogging Conference is in Tokyo next month.. dang gonna miss that. I miss Japan.

Not as sucked into AC2 as I was, it just kinda puttered out for me, I'm waiting on the big changes for June. Meanwhile ive taken a dip back in the world of design web/everything etc. So whats new?

This is new, swap books with people near you.. via the web. Granted not alot of Ohioans on here yet. Whats up with that? Well no one knows im sure. Cool idea though. Speaking of which i need to catch up on my reading.

Viditel says it can do video conferencing better than anyone cause it can punch thru internet firewalls where others cant etc.. yadda.. yadda. I wonder when video conferencing will really pick up..

Ya know speaking of cameras, Marklar needs to aim that webcam at something new this week, i say hook it up downstairs or something.

Now this is a very good read..er blog. I love this stuff.

June 01, 2003

things change

June 1st, 2003. Live365 is gone. Going to look into cheaper streaming audio alternatives. The state of the flooz is pretty good. June begins the summer madness expansion. What will occur in June? Lots. Everything from more work, and its coming to new projects, people, places you name it. Kinda makes me want to go to Vegas. I miss Vegas. Course its 110 degrees there, maybe i should wait till October or something.

Videos

Hmmm what have I been watching lately? Ok lets see, I finally saw Auto Focus, the story of Bob Crane, Mr. Hogan from Hogan's Heroes. Good flick, probably not for everyone but still a good movie. I love the set design, character, ya know anything retro catches me pretty easily. Its also a movie for Mike. I mean heck the main character keeps a photo-album of breasts, thats Mike material for sure. Great acting from Greg Kinnear, and Willem Dafoe is down right scary. I cant help but see him as the green goblin though everytime i see him on camera. --- Audiences interested in mental disease and addiction, and the unrestrained depiction of womanizing and philandering, will find it fascinating.---

I also saw Miniority Report again and ya know, jet packs in movies just dont look right. I dont think anyone has gotten jet packs down correctly since say.. the Rocketeer. First and formost, Jennifer Connelly.. secondly, its just a good concept, it works, the jet pack.. the rocket that is just works better for me. Anything else.. is just.. lame.

She, The Ultimate Weapon. Typical japanese anime name, they always do that.. "Barry, the Thing!" and thats a cool descriptive name. A production from Gonzo studios in Japan. Ok the pirated DVD was cheap. I got the first 5 eps for a few bucks and whats it like? Strange. Its really more of a Brad show, and if yer reading this Brad, theres a great line in the first 10 mins about history... you'll love it! But ya its yer typical man meets girl, girl gets taken for goverment experiment, guy loves girl, girl is ultimate weapon, girl is nervous around guy, guy is nervous around girl, girl destroyes city, guy gets it on with girls friend, feels bad, ultimate weapon forgives him, destroyes another city... typical!

I also saw Hero reccently, and what the hell is going on in that flick?!!? I was so confused. Ok I didnt have subtitles but you should still be able to get a bit of the story ya know, i mean come on.. but that movie was odd. Pretty, but odd. Ok really pretty.. very stunning visually, just no idea what was happening other than some kind of 3 color theme, red guy kills all the yellow people, then red kills the green people that looked just like the yellow people but dress in green, then kills the white people etc.. Pretty but lost me.

Max is back in first season box set of Dark Angel. I picked that up the other day. I was "this" close to getting the first season of Buffy as well. I know, it'd make Bob proud.

Mags

I've also had my share of strange mags come by desk. Magazines are bad for me, I collect them, constantly looking for "new" in something, anything. Ready Made is a neat little quarterly mag focusing on the DIY aspect of living. Make yer own stuff basically. Cool ideas in this issue.. i like the bush couch, and theres always some unique idea on making lamps etc. Kinda leads me to Dwell a mag i picked up on subscription. Back when we did a project for Pepsi i found a copy of Dwell in the war room (a room filled with images, wals covered just to get people to come up with ideas...) i picked up Dwell and could not put it down. Its another modern living mag but filled with cool houses and tech, and people, ikea like living etc. Lots of ideas, very fresh. That mag led me to Metropolis, a design meets architecture meets culture magazine. Of course that all led me to Interior Design, yer basic thick as a brick mag. I always find some of my greatest inspiration from interior design. People creating enviroments, very cool stuff. Course at Lextant we run into product design alot which leads us in to the realm of interior desin on occasion as well. Product design doesnt grab me as much as the whole picture thing i get from interior design.

Up next.. what new in tunes..

Gotta jet, party to go to... enjoy June 1st!